Long time no talk, Bro.

I don’t talk about myself or open up to people easily, especially boys, so when I do, it means that you really are a good friend of mine. I try to keep my good friends close, well, maybe in my own way that you can’t really keep up with. But when you treat me well, I’ll try to treat you better. And I mean it, dear good friends. So it sucks when I just realize that one of you began to drift apart from me. Goodbyes sucks, but drift-aparts sucks more, I’m telling you. And it sucks even frikkin more when I knew that there’s nothing I can do about it except for doing the best that I can to live my life without having you around. Can you imagine how hard it is having to live in a condition where you used to be with that one friend who never leaves you - but then turns out that one friend dumped you and left you pathetically? ….Okay, it made me stronger but it sucks deep inside I know that a part of myself is turning into smithereens. WOW WHAT A DRAMA I PUT UP THERE =))

Sorry for writing this I just can’t help myself. Oh well, all I can say is.. thank you for making me stronger as a person, Brother :)

-

ps: I still call you Brother, CH3COOY.